Sunday, April 25, 2010

damn, i miss them..


them d 5-one; ade, mai,nana,pai,pp, rite,alin,cawa,pina, ipah,tini,pipah, dba, efey,padin..

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

it is so damn true.. kahkahakha ^^

the coloured one, is what i am.. :)

•170cm tall.
I don’t know what I want at the moment. (bingung neh saya jo.. haha)
•I’m not happy.
•I hate my friends.
•I hate my life.
I hate my grades. (so hating em.. >.<)
I can drive. (but still dont have the damn licence..)
•I’m bored of driving.
•I have a white handbag.
I love dancing. (bring it on bebeh.. haha)
•I go clubbing every week.
•Shopping is bullshit.
•I have a tattoo of a star.
•I got my navel pierced. ahaks
•I have friends that take drugs.
•90% of my friends smoke.
•I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
•I’m studying Fashion.
•I have a business running.
•I hate cartoons.
I hate someone. (haha.. guess who..??)
•I have 10 Lollipops handbags.
•I buy CLEO every month.
My parents don’t know about my blog. (hehe, mana dorng mok ambek tau kan..)
•I have an iPod.
•I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
My school mates know about my blog. (yes, and some of em' r my follower..^^)
•I wanted to be a fashion designer.
•I love rock emo bands.
I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups. (bha, aq mok p sana sua..)
I’m a rebel. (i'm so damn always rebel.. haha)
•I don’t believe in love.
High school's filled with drama. (and now, i'm sooo tired of drama..)
My parents have faith in me. (ya, saya tahu mereka sentiasa ada faith utk saya)
I’ve bought shoes this month. (its a slipers actually.. hehe)
•I hate sports.
I heart Italian food. (its all about FOOD..)
•I hate meeting new people.
•I hate nail polish.
I believe in long distance relationship.
•The mother bear gives me hugs.
People should start appreciating me. (people,people, dont you realize it..?? haha)
•High school was the worst time of my life.
•I have red hair.
•One Utama is my second home.
•I’m a guy.
•I’m scared of my Biology result exam which I’m going to face someday tomorrow.
•I hate vacations.
•I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon.
•I’ve robbed an old lady.
•I’m starting to like applying make-up.
I was a tomboy. (it a confession dude.. haha)
•At times I think I still am a tomboy.
•I love bitching about people behind their backs
I still have a best friend. (kira, kuna, ili, bb. GIRLS ONLY AH SINI.. haha)
•I have a cat.
•I hate surprise parties.
•I hate planning parties.
•I’m hot. :P..
I’m a sinner. (ya, sangat!)
•I’ve got a DS light.
•I have a Wii.
•I cant live without music.
•Video games are a waste of time.
•I miss the father bear.
I love being in love. (because I LOVE YOU.. hehe)
•I know how to cook.
•I have 100% freedom.
•Boys are assholes.
•I hate Math.
I’m happy with what I have. (but it do have lacking here and there.. hehe)
I love horror films. (damn, horror films scared me.. hihi)
•I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
•My old friends keep in touch with me.
•I don’t read newspapers.
•The news is such a waste of time.
•Blogging is a waste of time.
•I hate animals.
•I can’t live without make-up.
•I curse like a pirate.
•I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
I hate people that are smart. (damn why you guys so smart..?? haha XD)
•I love Orange juice.
•I can’t drink for nuts.
•I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
•I’ve got a new phone.
•I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month.
•I haven’t worked out since March.
I think I’m fat ( i do think i am FAT... -_-)
I love my friends and family (i love them soooo damn much...!!)

am i..??

yes, thats what i'm gonna do, eventhough something DID happend, i'll pretend to be normal, until things went back to normal.. ^^ and yes, now i think something abnormal is happening..

guys, am i'm the one who feels abandon here..?? or maybe you think i'm the one who abandon you..?? NO, of course i'll never ever ever gonna abandon you guys/girls!!! i make myself think that you did it for a reason, and you guys didnt tell me, for a reason, so, feel free to tell me about it later.. ^^

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

apa tgk2..?? haha XD

huh, went to took pasport picture size with my MUMMYH... hehe, bangun agak2 awl liau.. see this.. haha XD

it only took us 10 minutes, and coast mum $10.. then mum wants to bank-in some money for my kakakS in kk, and guess what, I'VE SPOTTED SOMEONE, you, did you notice me..?? haha

actually, wanna meet some friends here in UK, but, it seems no one (my friends) is available there.. =( jd, mama pun suru sy balik p rumah.. ngeee~

Sunday, April 11, 2010

me, her, them, us

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Thursday, April 8, 2010

together-ne yo

Since the day that we met girl
I've never had anyone make me feel this way
And my heart is sure it wants to be with you
Want to give you the whole world…ohh
If you make the promise to me, I'm gonna stay
Without you guiding me, I'm lost and so confused

What will it take to show you I'll be by you're side
Cause I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where its at…ohhh

I'm gonna be the love that's gonna last
And be the one that got your back
And nothing never that bad
That we would be together
And we both made a mistake
And something never wished we made
But we will be okay if we just stay together

Oooh…I know he left you stranded
And you paid the price when you messed up your life
Girl I know you're so afraid but I can't write the wrong cd
I know you saw the lipstick on my window
And wonder how many chicks been to my home
I done my share of playing games
But for you I given up that life

What will it take to show you I'll be by you're side
Cause I got you and I want to give you what you never had
Girl everyday I hope to make you part of my life
Cause you know me and I know you
Girl your love is where its at…ohhh

Baby you're the one I'm waiting for
Because you give me what I needed more
Cause its clear that we are meant to be
Together…together…we should be together
And I'm gonna be….

now what..??

YOU, what have you done to me ah..?? i really hope that you will read this!!! really don't understand with what's happening now.. are you just wanna messing up with my heart...??

if you do thinking of doing that, PLEASE, back off, BACK OFF now!!! just now you said about not giving me a hard time, and now, fuhh, you are giving me a hard time sooo sooner than anyone could expected..

i'm trying to give you, and me a chance to work it up, but now, i just wanna ask you, WHOSE FAULT IS IT..?? surely, i want to blame myself!!!

Friday, April 2, 2010


love you always and forever!!!
stay health and happy and make mum and dad and us proud ya!!!